January 2010
I really don't like you sometimes.
I wake up and remember the whole thing from last night and say “you didn’t even apologize.” Well you didn’t and you hella lowered my self-esteem with what you said. Then you’re forcing me and forcing me to look at you when I don’t want to because I’m mad. Then you raise your voice and start yelling at me and cussing at me? I don’t appreciate that....
git at meee!!
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I'm sorry, Goody.
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But I think I am going to try my hand at Maplestory.
YESSS!! ICE/LIGHTNING MAGEEEE
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"Dandelion" for Jean. (title might change..)
The wind is strong against my heavy heart I wanna feel what you used to have Maybe I can make things better Don’t blow me away I can’t let this go Hold me, kiss me in this rain I can’t make it out alone. You’re like a drug just hiding on my shelf I can’t resist I just need to feel what you can give to me I have these dreams, these wishes I can’t bear the feeling of being alone Can you just give...
So I'm working on a song for Jean's capstone..
It’s coming out okay.. But I’m just wondering if it still fits the word I chose..
When I finish it, I’ll post it up.
I bought some clothes today..
Thing is.. I don’t know when or how to use them. ;_;
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I want to change the way I look.
I know previously I’ve said that I’m confident in how I look, but I want to change the way I dress. Seriously, my self-esteem goes down when I see girls walking around in tights or shorts or a dress/skirt or a floral blouse. Frills though, I wish I can pull that off.
Well, maybe not “pull it off” but at least have the accessibility to those clothes. All my clothes are so...
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Random Facts: Week #2
1) I prefer not wearing bras. I never wear one at home or to sleep. If I’m out in public, it’s self-decency to wear one. 2) I rarely watch tv. If so, it’s pre-recorded. 3) Money-wise, my spending report consists of 5% retail, 15% gas, and 80% restaurants, convenience stores, and groceries. Yes, most of my money is invested on food. 4) Ever since I got a tattoo, I feel more...
I just want to wreak her home.
You don’t deserve a girl like her. Just look at who’s right in front of you all the time.. and lives righ across from you. For real though, she’s easier to manage than that bitch of a monster your girl is.
Branded for life.
I suppose it feels so surreal that I actually got a tattoo. Sometimes it’s like I forget that this huge beautiful piece of unfinished art is permanently on my back like a canvas. But I still love it. I do not regret ever having this because I wish to have a long life and everlasting beauty with it. As for beauty, I think it totally works. :]
For those who are asking about the pain and...
Valentines Day
Is in 25 days.. I feel lonely as ever..
But on the bright side, it’s on a sunday, so I have work anyway..
However, I still feel jealousy watching the customers walk in with their significant others. T_T
I say, FUCK THIS POLI SCI ESSAY.
I’m going out with my friends cuz I’m hungry as HELL!! AAAND this is perfect weather for some hot shit!!
(and I mean, some hot shit.. haha)
IT'S SOUP-EATING WEATHER, YOU GUYS!
(via pullingourweight)
LET US GO OUT TO HAVE SOME PHO TO CONSUME!!
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Random Facts: Week #1
I randomly decided to post 10 random facts about myself every week. Hah.
1) It’s physically impossible to get over my attraction to zebra print and hot pink. I suppose they’re my favorite colors whether you like them or not. 2) Sometimes, I don’t want to leave my laptop as I use the bathroom so I bring it with me until I’m completely over it (like right now ;]) 3) I only...
Make-Up
I suppose putting on make-up is an excuse to call yourself “beautiful”. Mmm.. Well last night I had a photoshoot for Marisse Matanza’s (Maryrose’s sister) make-up portfolio. She needed a clean face, that’s what I had to offer. It was pretty fun. But ohhhh hell I looked fricken OLD!! But it’s fine, it looked good, but totally not my thing. Hopefully I can see the...
At Jbos.
Black guy: Excuse me, excuse me *point at asian friend* he says you’re cute. Me: Aww, thank you! Black guy: See she prolly got a boyfriend look she got a car. She’s old.
LOL WTF. I’M PROBABLY THE SAME GRADE AS YOU GUYS.
My mom doesn't care..
..about my health at all. I suppose it will have to wait another day.. or so..
Bruises - Chairlift
I suppose this song kinda brings back memories. But for some reason, now it kinda makes me sad.
It’s a catchy tune, but when I heard it on the drive home from school, I felt pretty bad.
I’m sticking to my New Years Resolution and it seems like you haven’t noticed at all until I said something about it. You didn’t notice how much weight I’m losing for you? I’m...
It was never intended..
..To make you feel like a homewrecker if you were thinking that. But does this mean I’m wreaking havoc in my own home if I let it happen?
